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A EVENING/NITE THAT WAS JUS BEAUTIFUL

Posted on 2006.04.20 at 12:15
Current Location: lame living room
DIAGNONSENSE: bouncybouncy
Blasting: watch: lady and the tramp w/ my n.iece
SPENT IT W/ MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL...WATCHED THE SUNSETWATCHED THE SUNSET.

SHES SO CUTE!.


I SO FUCKING LOVE HER!

ATE@ JAKES.. WENT 2 THE BEACH SMOKED, GOT COLD SAT IN THE CAR...WENT HOME..
WAS A VERY BEAUTIFUL TIME 2 SPEND W/ U ...LOVE U BABE 2 MUCH.UR SO BEAUTIFUL & PERFECT<3



HAPPI 22ND B-DAY 2 DAISY! AWWW !
GONNA GO 2 PERVERIONS 2NITE GET WASTED KINDA WELL NOT ME I HOPE LOL....
I CALL U JOANNA MORE THEN 2 TIME HAHA KAY? KAY.
WELL I'M DONE TIME 2 CHECK THE MYSPACE HAHA HOW GAYYY LOL
l8.

O'H andHAPPY 4:20 BITCHES BLAZE!
ashes all over the place ha.

peace<3


I GUESS ITS JUS TIME 4 THIS

Posted on 2006.04.19 at 13:42
Current Location: LIVING ROOM
DIAGNONSENSE: lovedloved

PPL THAT I THINK KNOW NOW I'MA FRUIT HA
JOANNA'S UNCLE,DAD...TRINA'S GRANDMA! HA...MY MOM & I THINK DAD CRAZYNESS...MY NEPHEW & MY FUCKING NIECE HAHA
THATS ABOUT IT ...I DON'T FUCKING CARE I'MA STILL ACT THE SAME B/C I CAN'T HELP BUT 2 BE MYSELF AND NO1 ELSE IF PPL DON'T LIKE ME BEING IN THERE PRESENTS FUCK U FUCKERS B/C U CAN SUCK MY COCK BITCHES HAHA...

N E WHO I'MA JUS HANG AROUND THE HOUSE I GUESS UNTIL I'MA GET DRESSED 2 GO JET W/ MY LOVE......BUT TILL 5 I HAVE 2 WAIT I THINK JUS WAITINIG 4 PPLZ 2 COME HOME GAYYY!
THURSDAY IS DAISY'S 22ND B-DAY HA TIIGHT WE R GONNA GO 2 PERVERSIONS THAT HOT GONNA DANCE MY ASS OFF AND DRINK TILL I CAN'T C HA NAH NOT 2MUCH I LEARNED MY LESSON B4 SO I HAVE 2 WATCH MY ASS WHEN I DRINK I KNOW MY GIRLS ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF MY DRUNK ASS SO NO WORRYS.
LOVE U JOANNA 4EVER EVEN IF U BCAME A STRIPPER LOL BUT I'D SOCK YA IN THE BACK 4 BEING ONE FIRST HAHA DAMMIT.


Whats new?

Posted on 2006.04.12 at 09:20
Current Location: IN MY ROOM
DIAGNONSENSE: okayokay
Blasting: GARBAGE-"NUMBER 1 CRUSH"
  • I LOVE MY GORGEOUS JO~NANA  MORE THEN EVER!
  • I HATE MORNINGS!
  • I DON'T LIKE EATINGS B/C EVERY1 KEEPS FEEDING ME! LOL I'M EATING A EGG MC MUFFIN RIGHT NOW GEEEZ!
  • ITS WENSDAY!!! ALMOST DONE W/ THIS BABYSITTIG SHIT! *SIGH* *SIGH*.
  • I HAVEN'T DRANK IN 5 DAYS!
  • I MISS MY LOVE ALMOST EVERY MOMENT I'M APART FROM HER.
  • I MUST CLEAN MY ROOM SOON.
  • CAN'T WAIT 2 RAVE W/ MY BEAUTIFUL SPEND THE NITE W/ U.
  • I WANT MORE $$ ITS OK I'M GETTING MORE LIL BY LIL COOLNESS.
  • I MISS MY FRIENDS I SHOULD CALL SONIA 2DAY.


                                                            THE END..


Can't/don't really wanna sleep..

Posted on 2006.04.11 at 01:01
Current Location: in my fucking room
DIAGNONSENSE: lonelylonely
Blasting: Bush-comedown

Lame....I dunno what 2 do? if only i had some weed dang!
or my baby w/ me but she maybe needs a brake from lame-o me eh..
n e who lets talk about my gay day mmkay well my jo-nana came over i the day 4 a bit then my ex julia calls saying she wants 2 visit and met my new love she promised 2 be nice lol crazy chic ..U missed her by a sec joanna thats funni...but it would of been better if u would of stay'd here when she came b/c she was fucking saying shit thats jus lame like she wanted 2 fuck me right here and there saying 4 all my lil ones 2 find something 2 do pssh! i don't want u bitch shes so damaged goods me no want that shiit....& she was like "u gonna have my baby?" "i'll have urs" "id take care of u, treat u like a queen" lol 

she talks so much b/s i'm so above all that i've grown alot from b4 when i was w/ her b/c i know she had me like around her finger b/c i was so bleh and willing 2 do what she wanted if she said it...but nah she notices that i'm way different and can't help but 2 be different she knows whats up i'm married chic 2 my beautiful & 2 beautifuls=gorgeousness lol hey! its true...
but yeah if i were the same person as i was b4 and if i wasn't so fucking in love w/ joanna i maybe would mess w/ her but *gag* fuck that shit ...shes still a friend of mine still but nothing more never wanna back 2 wack ass shit i had w/ whoever.

N other news its tuesday! 3 more days till i'm free from babysitting fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can't wait like really this so fucks up my time i want alone 2 do what i want w/ my love dammmit this fucking sux i think i'll kill myself on the friday b/c i won't b going out *tear* i'm so gonna cry =( i can't go out w/ my friends mann b/c o that friday i would of went out w/ my friends gave them some time then saturday my sis comes home in the evening then that saturday would be for my jo-nana and sunday 4 her will it still will be so joanna sat-sun i'm urs if u want me babe .....


damn its early i have no1 2 talk 2....ralph called me but i said call me back loser....maybe i'll take some more allergy pills 2 make me go 2 sleep ....i have alcohol but i'm not going 2 touch it i'm on a brake from it really i am and haven't touch it since..last saturday i think?..eh welll fuck i dunno what else 2 say..my nephews asleep..every1 is except 4 me grrr i have a need 4 weed...
well i'm done w/ thiis shit so peace.


2day/2nite

Posted on 2006.04.01 at 12:11
Current Location: FUCKING HOME
DIAGNONSENSE: confusedconfused
Blasting: <3 RADIOHEAD <3

2day: i'ma clean the house 4 my mom well in a little bit soon and start....it helps in a way 2 keep my mind off of things eh...

2nite: i dunno what i'ma be doing? i don't like not knowing really its lame.....

sunday i'ma be with my luv of my life until dawn i guess i told my sis i won't be home so she'd have 2 get some1 2 watch the baby.

unless i see u 2nite joanna  i don't really feel like partying once again my mode is broken at the moment but i can't tell  my hole way of thinking may change i guess and get back into my normal state of mind and jus go party and drink my ass off. i know we need 2 see either now tho its a need not a want....
so hit me up if ur not doing anything 2 make sure i don't set my where abouts 4 2nite......
i miss u sooooooooooo much sometimes i think is this healthy? 2 miss some1 to an extent when u jus can't breath jus right w/out that person.....
i jus want 2 be happy and let my happyness erace all the bad that is happening or has happened....

love overrides.... well 2 me i dunno if n e one else feels the same...i think lol i think 2 much? grr! I should do something 2 keep my mind off of things i dunno what tho?
music?
make up?
painting?
cleaning?
DRINKING!?
Drugs are a no...
i dunno..
let me jus shut the fuck up and stop bitching!!!!!!!!
i'm sick of myself at the moment!
i jus need some sort of closure.
end.



MY FIRST RUNWAY SHOW!

Posted on 2006.03.23 at 14:43
DIAGNONSENSE: ecstaticecstatic
Blasting: IN THIS MOMENT

I'MA DO MY FIRST MAKE UP JOB ON SUNDAY W/ MY TEACHER HE PICKED ME AND 2 OTHER GIRLS!!! 2 DO A RUNWAY(BENIFIT) SHOW GUYS IN UNDIES LOL BODY MAKE UP THE WORKS... 
I KNEW I'D BE PICK'D I'M GOOD AT WHAT I DO DAMMIT LOL.
I'M FREAKING EXCITED ABOUT IT B/C DAMN I'M NEVER THAT PERSON AND I AM THIS TIME.


fucking boredum..

Posted on 2006.03.22 at 14:26
DIAGNONSENSE: tiredtired
Blasting: kittie= breathe

Sitting here bored babysitting waiting 4:30pm so my sis can pic up her kid blehhh!
lame.......i gotta write a letter 2 my teacher still think thats do 2nite i'll write that up real fast geez...
Julia my ex is coming back here from florida like yesterday she wants 2 kick it but i don't really wanna its weird..she called me asking whats new and i say a few things..then hows ur love life? "me says pretty good i must say i'm with some1" 
Julia: does this some1 have a name? 
Me: yes! Joanna *blushes*
and then i tell her about the rave we went 2 and shit etc....shes jealous lol she likes me still b/c i was like the most easy and loving person she was w/ but hey we weren't ment i realized b/c joanna was always there always.
i love my girlie shes perfecto w/ a capital P tee hee.
hmmm well i'm fucking bored and its 2:41 now i guess i should write my letter shit i dunno what 2 write tho?
the Q: is where am i in make up? and where do i wanna be?
sounds easy but my words come out fucked up grr!
...ahhh! i gotta wash fucking cloths 2! i was asked 2 wear white by my teach 2nite 4 bridal make up shit ewwww....
well let me get off this shit ....
i miss my BAby girl fuuuuckkkk! and i got like over a thousand kisses last nite but i jus can't get enough!!! =P
I LOVE U JO JO JOxNANA!!!! <3


SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL

Posted on 2006.03.20 at 09:30
DIAGNONSENSE: tiredtired
Blasting: opeth

...........I LOVE U MISS JOxNANA
 ,
I LOVE U, I LOVE U,I LOVE U, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U, I LOVE U,I LOVE U, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U,  I LOVE U,I LOVE U, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U,  I LOVE U,I LOVE, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U,  I LOVE U,I LOVE, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U, I LOVE U, I LOVE U, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U,  I LOVE U,I LOVE U, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U, I LOVE U,I LOVE U, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U,  I LOVE U,I LOVE U, I LOVE U, I LOVE U,
I LOVE U,  I LOVE U,I LOVE U.......

i NEED 2 SLEEP =/ HA....


COTTEN CANDY KISS ....TRANCENDICAL BLISS

Posted on 2006.03.19 at 17:12
DIAGNONSENSE: coldcold
Blasting: kEYSHIA COLE=>=>L0VE

RAVE'D W/ MY BEAUTIFUL ONE LAST NIGHT W/ HER PPLZ IT WAS COOLNESS 
WOULD OF DANCE MORE AND GET INTO IT BUT I WAS FUCKING FREEZING THEN GOT TIRED I NEED 2 EAT MORE EEK! LOL
BUT YEAH HAD A KICK ASS TIME MUST DO AGAIN  W/ MY BABY GAL SO FUCKING LOVE HER FUCKKK! LOL
...........
N OTHER NEWS MY PARENTS ON NOT HERE YAY! HELL 2 THE FUCKIN YEAHHHH! JUS TILL 2MORROW GAYYY NO! STAY AWAY PLEASE HA...
FUCK WELL I'M FUCKING TIRED STILL STAY'D UP 2 LONG BUT I LIKE IT LOL SOMETIMES...
WELLLL I'M OUTIE I'M COLD JOANNA COME KEEP ME WARM!?


MaKe UP

Posted on 2006.03.16 at 10:25
DIAGNONSENSE: blahblah
Blasting: the doors

Went to school last night it was cool learn'd a bit....did each others faces, some chic did mine all ewww natural gay boring yet i did hers all tiight of course lol my teacher was surprised how well i do make up hey i was surprised he didn't think i sucked ...i have 2 go make up a class  i missed on monday eh. 
then i came home ate took a shower talk'd 2 sonia while i was waiting 4 my beautiful 1 to come visit me..then she came chill'd a bit then i had 2 let her go like always jus wanna keep her and hold on to her but hey u can only  hold on for so long right? ha.
2nite i might go out w/ my girls to goth club we always go to das bunker its tiight but damn i don't really feel like it although i love getting wasted and partying w/ the girls i know i'll so miss out but o'h well if i do...i'll jus c if  i can c my love then dammit lol then i'll be happy still;)
well i g2g mum needs the phone!! grr! 
L8.



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